These nightmares are going to kill me;

There is so much more then a face and a voice to everyone,
and i believe that if you get to know them, that they may not be anything like what they seem.
most people who see me just think that i'm another girl whos life just seems to be running smoothly.. but in real terms, i'm struggling with boys, and family,
but really, without my friends, im 90% sure i would have killed myself by now.

"outside i', smiling, inside.. i'm slowly dying"